10/3 I am too ashamed!!

I didnt dare to face my mother..i lied too her..i think i will nt be going out for a period until my mother forget bout the matter..i writing to remind myself not to fall back on the trap dat i hav fallen into before..i am so ashamed of myself..i think i was not to be forgive..i was too wrong..i dun wish to sae the incident..coz i am too ashamed..dun ask for it..when u read this post..u will never get to noe..coz i dun wish to tell..sorrie..